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Doug Millington-Smith ([personal profile] magicaddict) wrote2006-06-13 07:10 pm

How The Hell Did It Come To This...

...where I dread the thought of sitting down to create a larp character because I know two thirds of it will be thrown out for reworking?

Where I feel that playing a character involves my mind being put under the microscope for all-comers to dissect and throw in their 2cp worth?

Where I have grown so sick of people expressing their opinions to me that I spend four hours ranting to my own girlfriend about how I hate how it all looks from here?

Somewhere down the line, it all went horribly, horribly wrong.
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[identity profile] magicaddict.livejournal.com 2006-06-13 10:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes, and sounds terribly whiny. There are many people a lot worse off than me and I know it.

I really want to try the new things suggested for next year, but I can't be bothered to submit my ideas to the scrutiny again and be forced to endure people's suggested tweaks under the guise of "just my opinion".