Doug Millington-Smith (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
magicaddict) wrote2006-06-13 07:10 pm
magicaddict) wrote2006-06-13 07:10 pm
How The Hell Did It Come To This...
...where I dread the thought of sitting down to create a larp character because I know two thirds of it will be thrown out for reworking?
Where I feel that playing a character involves my mind being put under the microscope for all-comers to dissect and throw in their 2cp worth?
Where I have grown so sick of people expressing their opinions to me that I spend four hours ranting to my own girlfriend about how I hate how it all looks from here?
Somewhere down the line, it all went horribly, horribly wrong.
Where I feel that playing a character involves my mind being put under the microscope for all-comers to dissect and throw in their 2cp worth?
Where I have grown so sick of people expressing their opinions to me that I spend four hours ranting to my own girlfriend about how I hate how it all looks from here?
Somewhere down the line, it all went horribly, horribly wrong.
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I know it's said with the best of intentions, but I knew why they were dying. It was part of the character concept to a)not leave combat, as per my oath b)act like the warrior he thought he was. People telling me to 'run away, you'd survive longer' seemed to me to be suggesting I hadn't realised why.
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